Hunting for a topic to write today feels like:

Consuming an unsavory bite
Trapped in an inexhaustible fight
Compelled to stare at an uninviting sight
Crying out loud: “I can never do it right”
Being part of a woeful plight
Being shoved from a great height
Flabbergasted by the ghost in white
Impossibly gawking at the sun too bright
Waiting on a profoundly deferred flight
I can do with some inspiration to ignite
I can do with a poetic song to recite
An unbelievable loss of lexis to my delight



PS: I feel uncanny - I couldn’t think of a blog topic today, although I had this amazing craving to write; ironically though I ended up writing a blog – Its just one of those days :)

Stepping into the shoes of a woman
Leaving my childhood far behind
In a sincere pursuit of a true man
With anxiety burning my mind

With passion and dreams to fulfil
Love now fits the bill
The journey of life does instill
Patience is a virtue…until

A fairytale-like anecdote unfolds
In a mystical fashion, that is
The season just ideal as it holds
Nippy cotton conceal, like in Swiss

Drizzles instigated by the dark-cloud dance
Accompany the vast snow-clad expanse
Naked trees feel shy as rain drops glance
A perfect amalgamation, calling for romance

The vividness of a tall and handsome man
Wise and witty, boasting a flawless tan
Soft and gentle with a glow that can
Sweep me off my feet in just a scan

This hallucination will never be undone
The new, promising phase has just begun
With him when the world can be won
My heart knows “He’s the perfect one”

I have blurted this idiom most often than not with a huge smile & a sigh of relief adding flavor to it! Never paid too much heed to why this phrase always comes to my mind when I come back “home.” It doesn’t really matter if I am back home after a short break or a long hiatus, I still feel charged up when I step into my home. It is pretty ironical to the fact that you might really be dead beat after a long journey or a hectic vacation/trip, yet there is this feeling of ecstasy, it’s a secure & comforting feeling that requires no elucidation whatsoever.

Sharing an apartment with acquaintances, called “roomies” has been a rollercoaster experience, not to forget the great friends I have made during this stage of my life…they have been more like family :)

It feels fantastic though, to reside in your own home with your loved one(s)…The initial setting-up of your home is an electrifying experience – the shopping, rustling up the right selections, choosing the perfect colors, sketching the most appealing placements and so much more. Decorating it just exudes your persona…it’s a true reflection of who you really are, and thus it makes your home - your cozy dwelling. Just to be home for a tranquil coffee-time in the evening, we end-up calling for a war with time at work :)…that’s just a very trivial example that vindicates the beauty of “home sweet home.”

The most important facet of why this idiom makes perfect sense is that the “sweetness” comes from the ambiance that your home radiates and from the people that live there!

In seeking the luxuries of life in an unquenchable pursuit,
We fail to enjoy the simple pleasures enroute.

In seeking the definition of love in a mystified quest,
We fail to decipher the feeling it blessed.

In seeking the comfort of home in a rat-race mission,
We fail to love our own people with passion.

It’s imperative to remind ourselves…

Home is where you learn to walk,
Home is where you learn to talk,

The outer world manages to entice,
But home is where the heart resides!

We try and live a normal life but it unfolds inexplicably, yet beautifully with each passing day. The enigma coupled with anxiety makes the experience of living each day invigorating. You know what you want, you probably even work hard to attain what you want, but ultimately what you will get always remains obscure, that’s the million dollar question that outlines what is called the “hope” for life. Wise words say “Do not hold your “good deeds” over expecting returns,” but what the heck, whom are we trying to fool here??…we always need to quench our thirst, don’t we?!

The true feeling of unexpectedly realizing your dream cannot be expressed in a few words…it takes its own sweet time to sink in…coz that would have been the last thing you ever anticipated and lo and behold, its right there with bated breath and open arms alluring you to live your dream! In a rollercoaster life crammed with ups-and-downs, a feeling like this is forever to cherish, appreciate and experience! This is when I truly thank the almighty, the one superpower for having been instrumental in motivating me to accomplish my goal…my dream!

Let me get to the point here (its time to unfurl the mystery :))…I am slowly and willingly stepping into a new phase in my life, the phase of commitment, belongingness, love, togetherness and happiness…a family is in the making :)…engaged to a guy I love dearly, a family that showers love selflessly…what else can I ask for? (Ofcourse, I can’t wait to be married ;)).

An acquaintance that started in the bullpen,
Blossomed into friendship with no pretense.
Rendezvous and get-togethers that it led to then,
Only now more than ever makes perfect sense.

Apprehensions and expectations grew with time,
“Loves me?” “Loves me not?” was the rhyme.
A glimpse, calls, chats, & blogs were prime,
In making the heart sing like a wind chime!

“I love you” was the cure,
“Will you marry me” felt so secure,
“The institution of marriage” so pure
“A commitment for life” it is for sure!